Friday, September 3, 2010
Saturday, August 14, 2010
tymes like these.
i wouldnt say im someone that tears easily, at least not when im reading an SMS.
but the one JT send on the 7th made me tear.
iwish he'll know one day that im here for him through thick and thin and we'll go thru it together;
i wanna share all the tough tymes with you baby.
but the one JT send on the 7th made me tear.
iwish he'll know one day that im here for him through thick and thin and we'll go thru it together;
i wanna share all the tough tymes with you baby.
Monday, August 2, 2010
period.
days at work are so unpredictable. sometymes it can be the worst fucking day but at the end of it all youre just real glad you stayed and pulled through it all.
some days you plan to escape, but still you pull through it.
than there are those unpredictable ones that totally screws your day.
sounds so much liek relatioships// there aint any ryte way to handle a situation.
i am honestly for once, really truly tired. tired of trying tired of making myself feel better. tired of looking on the bright side, tired of just acting liek everything is alryte.
whie is being in a relationship so hard this tyme round.?
some days you plan to escape, but still you pull through it.
than there are those unpredictable ones that totally screws your day.
sounds so much liek relatioships// there aint any ryte way to handle a situation.
i am honestly for once, really truly tired. tired of trying tired of making myself feel better. tired of looking on the bright side, tired of just acting liek everything is alryte.
whie is being in a relationship so hard this tyme round.?
Thursday, July 29, 2010
everything.
im blogging via my iphone and it just really brings back so much memories.
i miss zouk. onepointfive years there really did etched something into my
goldfish-alik brain. hurhur.
guess its just one of those days that u just reminise about the good ol
CAREFREE days.
;was at arena ytd with the mbs ppl! it was such an eyeopener, but sadly
nt in a good way. u noe hw liek u see things and u start reflecting
on ure life and everything? i am overwhelmed and just speechless. but if jt
ever reads this, i wan him to know that hes truly the only one i wanna be on that dancefloor with.
;u noe hw things dun go the way u plan so hard for it sometymes,
but with jt, it just feels so right, even if it aint hw it was supp
to be. i wanna be with u forever.
;1800 arrivals, fucking depressing.
i miss zouk. onepointfive years there really did etched something into my
goldfish-alik brain. hurhur.
guess its just one of those days that u just reminise about the good ol
CAREFREE days.
;was at arena ytd with the mbs ppl! it was such an eyeopener, but sadly
nt in a good way. u noe hw liek u see things and u start reflecting
on ure life and everything? i am overwhelmed and just speechless. but if jt
ever reads this, i wan him to know that hes truly the only one i wanna be on that dancefloor with.
;u noe hw things dun go the way u plan so hard for it sometymes,
but with jt, it just feels so right, even if it aint hw it was supp
to be. i wanna be with u forever.
;1800 arrivals, fucking depressing.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
i realised sometymes you just wanna be independent;
sometymes youre just too afraid to give in your best shot simply because ure so afraid of falling if it fails. i am so loosing myself but ive never regretted putting everything on the line.
; i hope one day we will have this new coat of paint that doesnt have any cracks at all.
thing is i tear all the tyme and i hate how weak i am. and i noe you prolly hate it as well. i hate how fragile my heart it.
;waiting for a cab all alone at midnyte feels so fucking lonely and scary for the first tyme.
for the first tyme i felt liek a lost kid and i know i shoundnt be this spoilt.
but i really wished he had offered to be there. but i guess we are 2 realllly different individuals that have totally diffferent ideologies.
but at the end of the day, i just want us to work out because i know i really love you.
relationship and work; i swear for the first tyme in my life i really feel liek im seriously breaking down.
*** but i am awefully thankful that he came to stay the other night, it really truly made my heart smile. and i just knew im nort prepared to give him up ever again.
sometymes youre just too afraid to give in your best shot simply because ure so afraid of falling if it fails. i am so loosing myself but ive never regretted putting everything on the line.
; i hope one day we will have this new coat of paint that doesnt have any cracks at all.
thing is i tear all the tyme and i hate how weak i am. and i noe you prolly hate it as well. i hate how fragile my heart it.
;waiting for a cab all alone at midnyte feels so fucking lonely and scary for the first tyme.
for the first tyme i felt liek a lost kid and i know i shoundnt be this spoilt.
but i really wished he had offered to be there. but i guess we are 2 realllly different individuals that have totally diffferent ideologies.
but at the end of the day, i just want us to work out because i know i really love you.
relationship and work; i swear for the first tyme in my life i really feel liek im seriously breaking down.
*** but i am awefully thankful that he came to stay the other night, it really truly made my heart smile. and i just knew im nort prepared to give him up ever again.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
him.
i feel very hurt sometymes.
;and this hurt in my heart is sth i never really felt before//
you know the kind that makes you tear uncontrollably and nothing just makes it better.
i tink its because i truly love you. liek how i tink you're the one il be there for anytyme.
thing is im nort afraid to love, nort afraid of the hurt.
; just dunwan to be taken for granted, just dunwan all this tears to end with just a fullstop and end of story. cox ive alwaes believed that we are made to be more than that.
is this kharma? liek how it comes back to you on wurt you did to someone else?
you dun liek to talk about how you feel, wurt you tink and you dun liek to be asked too.
i might just be thinking too much sometymes, but i'l never know.
at the end of the day, i just wanna know am i a part of you.
;and this hurt in my heart is sth i never really felt before//
you know the kind that makes you tear uncontrollably and nothing just makes it better.
i tink its because i truly love you. liek how i tink you're the one il be there for anytyme.
thing is im nort afraid to love, nort afraid of the hurt.
; just dunwan to be taken for granted, just dunwan all this tears to end with just a fullstop and end of story. cox ive alwaes believed that we are made to be more than that.
is this kharma? liek how it comes back to you on wurt you did to someone else?
you dun liek to talk about how you feel, wurt you tink and you dun liek to be asked too.
i might just be thinking too much sometymes, but i'l never know.
at the end of the day, i just wanna know am i a part of you.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
work and MORE work.
work is hectic. its just so crazy;
ive never seen a hotel lobby that has queuessss of people waiting to check-in, and the amount of ppl in the whole hotel just makes the hotel feel liek a shopping mall.
i really miss being in small conventional hotels where you can grab hold of all ure guest, ryte to the very extend of remembering their exact preference. its so nise to see excellent service and happy guest.
im just hanging in there, hoping il be able to make a lil difference to some of the guest experience.
;cant deny im gritting my teeth alr tho.
till than.
ive never seen a hotel lobby that has queuessss of people waiting to check-in, and the amount of ppl in the whole hotel just makes the hotel feel liek a shopping mall.
i really miss being in small conventional hotels where you can grab hold of all ure guest, ryte to the very extend of remembering their exact preference. its so nise to see excellent service and happy guest.
im just hanging in there, hoping il be able to make a lil difference to some of the guest experience.
;cant deny im gritting my teeth alr tho.
till than.
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