you've this amazing hold over my heart.
its painful, you and i cant deny.
but im willing to put my heart on the line just one more tyme.

is it really alryte?

i wish we were how we used to be.
it was difficult, but its pure happiness.
i wish i could ask you face to face if youre truly happy without making you agitated or having any wrong ideas. somehow its just different now.
i am just losing so much confidence and i desperately duno wurt to do. the future just seems soo bleak.

;there are days that i just wana get soo drunk so that i can just wail and demand liek how a leetle kid does.
cox theres just soooo much penned up emotions that i need to release.
crying to sleep sometymes actually makes me feel better.

i know this tyme, its not alryte.
but will you stick with me to make it better?