apart from the huge variety of cny goodies, red packets floating around the house and the immense amount of tangerines at home, the hype for cny this year definately wasnt as much as the previous years. maybe its because im older now or maybe ive been working all thru cny or maybe there was just too much going on in my mind. this mth is one with drastic ups and dwns; tearful nights, endless misunderstandings and disagreements. everything just felt so wrong and the lack of confidence is starting to surfice again.
well, i guess when the thing is within ure reach, you'll never find the need or drive to fight for it. right?
nonetheless, the suprise we both had at the end of the day was the sweetest, ever.
i have been smiling into blank space at the mere thought of it.
i am fucking happy.
;and i just hope that there'll alwaes be blue skies after any thunderstorm, cox this is by far the first few tymes im so sure of wurt i want.
i am proud that i am a better person now.
but i cant deny that there are tymes that im just too weak to stay firm to my beliefs.
i tink i have split personality sometymes. damn.
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