HATE.

its alwaes easy to say, but when you are placed in the situation, its almost impossible to act upon it liek how you've alwaes preached, liek hw you'd so proudly say its gona be liek this and its gorrta be liek that. but nonetheless, i believe it alwaes rewarding to do so(: just as to alwaes remember that love can be presented in many ways, nort just the way you think its suppossed to be, that it ought to be.

today i came across something a part of me wished i dint have to. but i guess it didnt matter anymore. of course it left its scar, and affected my life a whole lot. but point is, im still standing strong today and ive gort jt in my life now. but somehow, i cant deny that knowing the truth still hurts aleetle. but im glad theres kinda liek a full stop, a closure to all this drama that once messed up fucked up my life.
its nort about the process of my ultimate heartbreaking moment, nor isit about how much i regretted my choice. but its about how i changed my mind about happilyeverafters, how i just cannot put my heart on the line to believe in it again.
i hate you, fucker.