sometymes the stuff i face at work just makes me loose so much confidence.
i am nort sure if i am the charmaine i once knew. i know ive gort soo much passion for this line of work. but i feel so pressurized everyday, and theres always this certain fear of failure. and its something that goes in a vicious cycle. when i stand up there, i just feel that i cant do it.
i wish i can just share all these and bear my hearts out. but everyone thats close to me is just way too busy and i just feel so insignificant, so useless, so lonely sometymes.
i hope its because im just trying to adapt to this whole new change in my life.
i really miss the old me and i miss how i can always bear my heart to jt. its really so hard to even get 10min out of his work now and he's prolly too tired after work. i am soo breaking apart and i just really do miss my life.
they say success is defined by the ability to move from one failure to the next. i am trying very very hard now.
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