♥, c

how do you noe if wurt ure having in ure life this very instant is gona last forever.
i am a pessimist when it comes to for-ever.
but at least i never gave up on it.

sometymes i tink im a contradiction to my believes/ my words.
sometymes i fear too much to show my true fragile heart and put it on the line.
sometymes i just have too much doubts.
sometymes i dun believe my own heart
than again,
there are the ones that show me life's more than that.
that even if those pessimestic thoughts exist, its still worth giving a shot
that nort every single person/events are gonna go wrong.
that pure relationship and true love exists
that i shd just learn to trust people.