what a life.

whie do blue skies never last? does kharma revolves around life?
what goes around comes around, but i guess its kinda fair if you take a step back to look.

; its almost tyme to bid farewell to my carefee life. it really marks the start of something new in soo many different ways. but working gives me a break from life, cox work will be sucking up all the tyme and energy. dan again, maybe its a good thing aint it?


you lay there beside me and just at that second we felt liek strangers, how in the world did this surface? my heart was coldly stabbed by this realization.
it might be my ranging emotional hormones, but no one will ever noe how painful that stab was.
;and than past memories comes hauting you, making you see kharma exists, and you realised that ure initial fear of agreeing on the venture wasnt just plain excuses and bullshit.
maybe its just meant to be this way, humans alwaes learn better the hard way. but i am sure i learnt it. i wan out now.