♥, c

my HUGE team has soo far been a great one to be with and i sure do hope that when operation starts we'll still be this one united family. i tink its all thanks to some of the realllly nise colleagues that ive known that im really hanging on well till now, at least surviving yes?
i so need a listening/ranting ear for now): i guess nort really doing anything important for the past 5mths and jumping right straight into really intensive training everyday for extremely long hours is totally mind wreaking.
i have really leetle tyme for myself and i dun even have much tyme on the phone with jt, nevermind the meeting part. 
again, as much as i love this oppurtunity that has been given to me, and all that ive learnt so far, i eally do feel lonely at tymes cox i dun have the tyme to meet much people and most of the tyme im just alone grabbing dinner or just going home. liek i just kinda miss my life): its nowonder whie soo many working people say students are the best.
i tink today is just one of those days im feeling kinda emo, im so weak sometymes i just so feel liek tearing now.
but i noe i have to grit my teeth and hang in there. i noe i can do it. just yea, one of those days.